Stupid day

Well what can i say?I'm starting another blog.I hope this would be the last time i start "again".Seriously, i got this awful feeling that my days are numbered,i now see how much i would miss my family, friends, and lastly, Elf.Elf, she came to Singapore Polytechnic today, to apply forDAE(Direct Admission Excercise) for her preferred choice ofMusic And Technology Diploma, i was really sad to hear from the lecturer that the course intake of 35(max of 40) has beenoversubscribed. My heart just sank.I knew in an instant that she would'nt be coming to SP anymore.Nonetheless, call me selfish if you would, i was so happy to see her again. i tried to skip my CADD test in the noon, at 3pm,damn, i waited 30 mins for the lecturer to come in only to find outthat he is on a course and cannot conduct the test. I was wondering if God is making a fool out of me, well atleast i am grateful he gave me the chance to see Elf without getting zero for my test.Boy is she beautiful! She has long hair, beautiful long hair, when we walked towards T1(concourse) for the registration,some of shimin's friends smsed her exclaiming what a beauty she is.Boy am i not surprised.I guess its the longest 30 mins in my life. The other was in the taxi = PBut oh well, i wanna love my parents too, and my brothers whom i bully so often,i just find it hard to voice out the words sorry.It seems like the hardest thing to say.Later on after her admin stuff, her dad came to fetch her home,there goes the chance to ask her out for the movie, = POh well, i'm contented to see her.Thank you so much dear Lord.